[... how on earth has this been "nice"? nice generally means pleasant? and Dazai doesn't think the conversation's been pleasant, necessarily. so just what even is Ichigo talking about saying it's nice--Dazai has never once made a conversation easy and the last one they had had been...

just painful?

why would anyone miss that?

but somehow, the only giveaway to these thoughts are how he just... barely glances to him and then back down to his see-through feet, brow furrowed.]

I thought about it. Stopping by. But I suppose I was too much of a coward at the time. And I thought I'd have time the next day after Rin-kun talked me down.

[shrugs a bit. murder, man. what can ya do?]