[That's shouted out loud, his hands balling into fists.]
Nothing I do changes anything! Ever since I got here, all I could do was watch as people I cared for ended up being killed, and then someone I loved killed just to save everyone - something I couldn't even do - and I was stupid enough to get myself killed because I couldn't slow down and think for a second about the fucking rules! And then you jump in during the execution because the things I said!
And you're telling me not to take it on myself?! You died because of me, Rin!
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[That's shouted out loud, his hands balling into fists.]
Nothing I do changes anything! Ever since I got here, all I could do was watch as people I cared for ended up being killed, and then someone I loved killed just to save everyone - something I couldn't even do - and I was stupid enough to get myself killed because I couldn't slow down and think for a second about the fucking rules! And then you jump in during the execution because the things I said!
And you're telling me not to take it on myself?! You died because of me, Rin!