But you wouldn't have killed anyone if not for me dying! Things shouldn't have escalated if it weren't for me foolishly going along with Will that night! A-And killing Dazai-san under the influence too! I've never wanted that! Dazai-san was the only one who understood me, and yet--!

[ shit he can't cry right in front of hiyori now, how pathetic ]

I've committed far too many sins this time around. You know that, right? Is it bad to ask if I could just rest in peace for a little bit? I'm all too used to pulling all-nighters in the library so maybe now I can finally take a dirt nap like I've always wanted.

[ just... let him rest. he deserves as much. ]