[ it really is selfish of hiyori, but tsumugi's all but accepted that part of him. everyone in fine back in the day was selfish to some degree with the odd exemption of nagisa bc god knows what that boy is thinking sometimes, and even tsumugi isn't exempt to that right now. it's selfish of him to let hiyori suffer more than he already has right now. it's selfish of him for not letting anyone kill will because of his own cowardice. it's selfish selfish selfish -

god, he needs to be held. he's been so touch-starved since he'd pushed dazai to the edge, do you know? ]

I-I'm sorry, Hiyori-kun... [ there goes the waterworks again. god, this is why he's been avoiding people nowadays. ] I'm sorry I failed you... I don't know what to do anymore, I just want to rest... C-Can't I at least have that?