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pandatreasure) wrote2017-12-24 12:44 am
pandatreasure) wrote2017-12-24 12:44 am
GRAVEYARD
[You know you must have died—nothing is ever easy around here, certainly not quick, so you must remember burning, bleeding, falling, dying?
And yet. You're waking up.
Do you recognize it here, once you pick yourself up off of the hard floor, maybe half-strewn across a couch or beanbag chair? This room died, too: you're in the library, good as new and maybe better than that, only barely smelling of burnt paper and you only sometimes kick up ash, just like those old wounds that finished you off only ache every now and again, dully.
The book selection isn't quite the same as you remember it—all the bad erotica that didn't die is missing here, sorry to say, but so are the books on everyone's home worlds. Snoop around enough and behind the librarian's desk, you'll find tablets: one for each participant of the game, and with enough experimentation, you'll find the one that reacts when you press the button. You're already logged into your Recyclr account and can read the feed, but the same rules apply: 140 characters, one tweet a day. The voting app is gone, replaced by a sort of security monitoring kind of app. Characters can view different rooms of the school, or even place a few side by side so they can view a few at a time, and they'll be able to see the living go about their day to day lives. There's even an archive of recordings, but only the important ones: murders, executions, investigations, trial highlight reels, and major events like libraries being burned down. Was watching yourself die once not enough? Boy have I got good news for you!!!
It's kind of exciting that you can go around touching stuff, probably, despite being super dead and vaguely transparent in a way you notice like your own breathing; you don't and then you do and it's all you can think about, but your tangibility only extends to the inanimate: try to touch any of your fellow deceased and you'll find that you just pass right on through like touching cold air.
The windows aren't bolted up with those big metal plates on this side of things, but look out of them anytime and it's just pitch-black and still outside, so that's demoralizing. There is, of course, the door out of the library—but for now it's locked up tight. Whatever is a ghost to do?]
((Recyclr
Offerings/Letters
Day 11
Day 14
Day 16))
And yet. You're waking up.
Do you recognize it here, once you pick yourself up off of the hard floor, maybe half-strewn across a couch or beanbag chair? This room died, too: you're in the library, good as new and maybe better than that, only barely smelling of burnt paper and you only sometimes kick up ash, just like those old wounds that finished you off only ache every now and again, dully.
The book selection isn't quite the same as you remember it—all the bad erotica that didn't die is missing here, sorry to say, but so are the books on everyone's home worlds. Snoop around enough and behind the librarian's desk, you'll find tablets: one for each participant of the game, and with enough experimentation, you'll find the one that reacts when you press the button. You're already logged into your Recyclr account and can read the feed, but the same rules apply: 140 characters, one tweet a day. The voting app is gone, replaced by a sort of security monitoring kind of app. Characters can view different rooms of the school, or even place a few side by side so they can view a few at a time, and they'll be able to see the living go about their day to day lives. There's even an archive of recordings, but only the important ones: murders, executions, investigations, trial highlight reels, and major events like libraries being burned down. Was watching yourself die once not enough? Boy have I got good news for you!!!
It's kind of exciting that you can go around touching stuff, probably, despite being super dead and vaguely transparent in a way you notice like your own breathing; you don't and then you do and it's all you can think about, but your tangibility only extends to the inanimate: try to touch any of your fellow deceased and you'll find that you just pass right on through like touching cold air.
The windows aren't bolted up with those big metal plates on this side of things, but look out of them anytime and it's just pitch-black and still outside, so that's demoralizing. There is, of course, the door out of the library—but for now it's locked up tight. Whatever is a ghost to do?]
((Recyclr
Offerings/Letters
Day 11
Day 14
Day 16))
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He lets out a shuddering breath he didn't even know he was holding in at that, his hands reflexively tightening on his legs, fingers digging into hakama fabric, looking over - just in time for Akira to lock his eyes on him, his single one showing just how vulnerable he is in this moment.
Akira had wanted to protect him - him, even though he was the one who was supposed to be protecting others - and if Ichigo was in his place, then he'd probably do the same thing, not wanting to burden Akira with the decision he'd made...
Every time he thinks he can't cry anymore, the tears come from somewhere - but this time they just well up in his eye, spectral and glimmering despite how literally transparent he is.]
...Akira...
[He looks down, wiping at his eye with the back of a hand, letting out another shuddering breath.]
....I forgive you, you massive dumbass.
[His voice is next to cracking when he says it, but it's fond - oh so fond and loving.]
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[but he isn't done just yet, because he thinks back to the conversation Rin had with Ichigo earlier, the one on which he eavesdropped]
I think everyone here has made a lot of mistakes. Bad decisions forced under pressure, and. . . [he shrugs] That sucks, you know? That sucks.
But nothing about what I chose to do is your fault. Absolutely nothing. And even if that isn't enough to convince you not to blame yourself, then remember-- we're not done yet.
[jerks a thumb towards the library, towards the locked door, towards the people behind them]
We still have a lot to do. We have to own our mistakes, hold our heads high and keep going, for the sake of everyone here.
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Always, always astounded that Akira seems to just know the right things to say to get him back in the game, to get him standing on his own two feet again.
And while he'll always feel that he could have done something, that? Is enough to get him to stop wallowing in his own regret, to get him to face forward instead of focusing on the past.]
....You're right.
[He smiles - no, grins for the first time in what feels like forever, that fire and fierce determination returning slowly but surely to his eye.
They still have something to do, even when they're dead. And after all, shouldn't he of all people know that death isn't the end? He is, after all, a shinigami.]
There's no way I'm going to let it end here. Death isn't an end - it's a beginning.
[And -]
Besides - even if we don't get our bodies back, if we can get back to my world...I can just have Urahara make us all Gigais.
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[giving into temptation, Akira extends a hand, palm facing upward, fingers slightly curled]
I'm counting on you.
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I won't let you down.
[His expression turns serious, and a certain light gets into his eye - a look of vowing something to himself.]
Next time...I promise I'll protect you, Akira.
[There was only one other person he'd ever said that to, and he'd also loved her. While he's confessed his love before, this?
This feels so much more personal, somehow.]
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I promise I'll let you.
[partners, next time. none of this Akira making executive decisions as a leader business. not again]
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It has to be.]
...Thank you.
[His gaze turns just as soft, just as in love - softly smiling at the person who makes everything always feel okay again with such regularity.
Then something in his mind connects, and he slaps his head.]
-Shit, that's Right! My real body is back in my world! I never lost my actual one at all!
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Your real body is. . . what?
[CONFUSED]
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[So-]
My last memory was killing Yhwach as a shinigami before waking up here. If that's the case, then they would have to have put me in a fake body to be able to move around and interact in the living world.
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So even if your shinigami body died here, your human body still exists. So if you're revived, it doesn't matter what state you're in, because you can just return to your real body.
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[And now he has a point to make.]
And if we can get back to my world, even if the raccoons bring us back wrong - I can just get everyone a new body. Urahara owes me, anyway, and I know for a fact that they're indistinguishable from normal human bodies - because if they weren't, I wouldn't be here.
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[he sounds impressed!!]
So long as we can escape from this library, then we can at least find some way to return to life.
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Of course. Even if we couldn't, I'd take you all to soul society anyway. Soul Society owes me a lot for taking down Yhwach, even if it was a combined effort. So if anyone doesn't want to come back to life, then that's an option.
[Because it's hard NOT to hear conversations in here???]
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Sometimes it isn't a matter of not wanting to. It's a matter of feeling like they have no choice.
[which is why he's trying to talk to Niles about this!!]
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[He can't say he doesn't understand that kind of feeling, honestly. But at the same time, he'd want everyone to live - because none of them deserved to die like this, in this hell-hole of a school.]
...I just hope they realize they do have a choice. Everyone does.
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Right.
[and Akira killed someone for that choice!!]