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pandatreasure ([personal profile] pandatreasure) wrote2017-12-24 12:44 am

GRAVEYARD

[You know you must have died—nothing is ever easy around here, certainly not quick, so you must remember burning, bleeding, falling, dying?

And yet. You're waking up.

Do you recognize it here, once you pick yourself up off of the hard floor, maybe half-strewn across a couch or beanbag chair? This room died, too: you're in the library, good as new and maybe better than that, only barely smelling of burnt paper and you only sometimes kick up ash, just like those old wounds that finished you off only ache every now and again, dully.

The book selection isn't quite the same as you remember it—all the bad erotica that didn't die is missing here, sorry to say, but so are the books on everyone's home worlds. Snoop around enough and behind the librarian's desk, you'll find tablets: one for each participant of the game, and with enough experimentation, you'll find the one that reacts when you press the button. You're already logged into your Recyclr account and can read the feed, but the same rules apply: 140 characters, one tweet a day. The voting app is gone, replaced by a sort of security monitoring kind of app. Characters can view different rooms of the school, or even place a few side by side so they can view a few at a time, and they'll be able to see the living go about their day to day lives. There's even an archive of recordings, but only the important ones: murders, executions, investigations, trial highlight reels, and major events like libraries being burned down. Was watching yourself die once not enough? Boy have I got good news for you!!!

It's kind of exciting that you can go around touching stuff, probably, despite being super dead and vaguely transparent in a way you notice like your own breathing; you don't and then you do and it's all you can think about, but your tangibility only extends to the inanimate: try to touch any of your fellow deceased and you'll find that you just pass right on through like touching cold air.

The windows aren't bolted up with those big metal plates on this side of things, but look out of them anytime and it's just pitch-black and still outside, so that's demoralizing. There is, of course, the door out of the library—but for now it's locked up tight. Whatever is a ghost to do?]

((Recyclr

Offerings/Letters
Day 11
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Day 16))
cluelesscavewoman: (The Usurper in Town)

Day 17

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, they understood it...

[She's just watching.]

...I wish that glass had broke sooner...

[Priorities. It's fine Erika is here like the rest of them.]
Edited 2018-01-20 01:47 (UTC)

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[oh boy.

Ichigo, you idiot.]

Glass?
cluelesscavewoman: (Participants in a Chance Meeting)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[All her friends ignored her letter and are going to die.]

The tunnel glass. Some of the fish in there looked nicer than the ones in the pond.

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
[it's ok. sometimes friends die. even when you tell them you don't want them do. Dazai has prior experience.]

Ah. That is disappointing. I never got to see it, really.

... well, alive anyway.
cluelesscavewoman: (Performers from the Wings of the Stage)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
I liked drinking in there...But the fish kept pushing you around, it was distracting.

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[they were probably eating him.]

Ah... it does sound nice...
cluelesscavewoman: (Participants in a Chance Meeting)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Judge. None of the others went there, so it was peaceful. Only Akira and Shuichi-dono came to see me.

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
They're good kids. They were probably concerned when you ended up confessing.
cluelesscavewoman: (Fated Ones Beyond the Door)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[???]

Those were the only ones who aske-Ah! Akechi-dono spoke to me as well, but he did not ask.

I told Akira when he came to see me. He kept asking if Erika-dono had told me to do it, then he said that he was worried the others would vote for me. I do not understand why, but he started crying when I told him that I had already voted for myself... [She pauses to think.]

...Shuichi-dono asked later, and he told the others.

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[just... kind of smiles a bit.]

Akira-kun cried because he didn't want someone he was fond of to die in such a way. That's all.
cluelesscavewoman: (Doubters in the Depths of a Ravine)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
But I had already told him it was fine because I had voted for myself already. And that I would be seeing Father again...Though Father is not here.

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Well... how would you feel if Akira-kun confessed to a murder in this place and said he already voted for himself?
cluelesscavewoman: (The One Left Behind in the Cage)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
That it is not something for me to decide.

He and the others said I should make my own choices, even if it is something that others would think of as the wrong choice.

[That has nothing to do with feelings.]

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll ask this question then: why did your message tell him not to die?
cluelesscavewoman: (Participants in a Chance Meeting)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Because you cannot see people again once they have died.

[Processing...]

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[it's ok. baby steps, futayo-chan]

So, in other words, you'd rather there be a chance to see him alive again? Why is that?
Edited 2018-01-20 21:36 (UTC)
cluelesscavewoman: (The Usurper in Town)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Papa Honda taught her to be strong not smart.

And she's just going to plonk herself down and cross her legs, cause it is now thinking time.]


...Because ghosts cannot touch living creatures or other ghosts. And then Ichigo-dono would be upset as well.

I also promised to teach him how to cook. Ghosts struggle to eat most food types...

[She misses food.]

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[food and alcohol...]

Isn't this just another way of saying you miss being able to be with them?

Then, doesn't it make sense that Akira-kun felt the same way about it? He knew he would miss being able to be with you, and it made him sad. So he cried.
cluelesscavewoman: (The One Waiting Beyond the Door)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
...Ohhh...

[Congratulations you made her have a feeling. She draws her legs up to rest her chin on them, and stare at the floor.]

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[these are important feelings.

sitting next to her, though.]

It's okay to cry, you know. Even Furudo-san did.
cluelesscavewoman: (The Foreigner King)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[She blinks a few times as she tilts her head to look, but doesn't cry.]

I cannot do that. Father told me I have to be strong because this world is too harsh...

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, you had a father like that?

... I had a boss like that once. But I think your father probably meant well with it.

But I don't think it's necessarily weak to allow oneself a moment of weakeness. Wouldn't you say a person who feels confident enough to cry is someone who is quite strong?
cluelesscavewoman: (The Trumpeter at the Start Line)

[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Judge. Father said that when things change, myself and the others would have to fight the world.

[He had the best intentions then someone else told her a bad thing.]

Crying makes it harder to see, and can cause changes to how you breathe. It does not solve anything...

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2018-01-20 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
No, that's not right.

It might not change anything. But it might solve some things.

[taps at his chest]

Those ugly things that can linger and fester.

Not only that. You've already made the ultimate sacrifice for your cause. The battle's over. Wouldn't now be the time to allow for that sort of weakness?
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[personal profile] cluelesscavewoman 2018-01-20 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Most groups allow ghosts to fight for them. Some of Tres Espana's special duty agents are ghosts.

[Guess her plans if they get out.]

As my spirit still lingers, I am capable of continuing my duties.

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